TO RXCONOR

by: panopticpants

Wed Jul 15, 2009 at 09:47:36 AM MDT


Please take my over the top rant with several grains of salt. I had hoped to edit, but as a regular contributor you beat me to it. As usual.

Rxconor, maybe I'm jealous. Quite literally and figuratively - how do you afford and manage to post so much writing?

balance was all I intended. I'm imbalanced in the other direction in terms of "posting habits" rxconor. As I'm positive you know. I took things out on you that didn't have any place. Matters not pertinent (see below). You are obviously brilliant and I do have my two cents, but that's just my opinion. I kept vexing at the mysterious Rxconor. I'm a terrible poster child for moderation. I'd genuinely be sad to see Nothing at all. While I've hardly been able to respond to everything you post, I do respond and felt that was less the case conversely. Why post if no one responds? You are prolific but didn't respond. So, I had suggested more dialogue. I like hhex65's thread on Victory Chimp. Lots of voices going in/with/to one another. Not writing at all would be the equivalent of flooding, just inverted.  

panopticpants :: TO RXCONOR
These matters are minor irritations and I lost my temper. I got irritated and the "unsend" button has yet to be invented in consciousness or online. I would NOT be offended by you posting. I did feel it was a little like flaming someone, to flood. I'm equal to that, just conversely. How convenient then, for both of our tendencies - if no change transpired or if either/or (post/not-post) continued. More challenging might be to dialogue. Like now.

All that said, I never should have written that late, dejected about my cat's last days, frustrated over missing tour, and angry at circumstance. I concede the tone and some of the content of the responses was a function of personal matters and for that I apologize.  

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rxconor please don't go (0.00 / 0)
well. uhm. Yeah. there totally is. I think I just went on a freak-out. And, that was shitty. It really is and I'm burned by my recent comments as well, no sarcasm. It is a growing experience. Please forgive the fact that I was certifiably an asshole last night and please, ignore it. My problem is that I don't post and that's my problem. Had I done so more regularly, things would be in place. And that's on me. That's the envy. So there was envy, displacement AND projection. All in one.

It would be a sad, sad thing to see this site sans Rxconor.

I cannot undo the burn, but realizing today that I had a meltdown for external reasons and blamed you in some bizzarro twist is ---- enough cause for me to wish the ridiculous comments I made away. If only it were that easy.

All Apologies.


to rxconor, panopticpants (0.00 / 0)
Hey, I'm looking for folks to take a peak at my poetry adventure work. I read your stuff and think you might like it. Here is some background info: http://www.shrimptrawler.net/B... and here is the place with all of the game particulars as well as the download: http://www.shrimptrawler.net/B...

Hope it finds you in good spirits. Thanks!


yeeehawww (0.00 / 0)
I love reading this junk.

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